For the LOVE of it

J’taime, I adore, I love you, Ti amo,

Photography, style, fashion, portraits, creating, painting, styling, mood boarding, poetry, experimenting, dancing, drawing. Expressing whatever is in my head is a passion of mine, in whatever form it comes out in.

I am born a creative soul

I have been in jobs where they havn’t been as creative and no exaggeration, everyday felt like I was in prison. I need to be able to be creative for the whole day other wise I feel suppressed.

Its funny isn’t, how just not being able to get whats in your head out in to the world can do this to you.

and whilst others might find joy in more… studious.. potentially more studious subjects, I have just never been able to get my head around them. Sometimes this makes me feel stupid. Which to be honest sounds stupid now that I am typing it but some days my brain just doesn’t work the way I want it to, yet give me a pen and some paper and I’d be able to create something beautiful, but not something which is going to help me calculate my taxes haha.

I saw a poster a few months ago of a times tables chart. All the numbers were in grids and it showed the times tables of a number in any direction you looked and honestly.. it blew my mind.

I sometimes think when I tell people I’m a photographer I get judged, depending who I am talking to of course, and it bothers me. I feel some people assume i struggle with money, or don’t get how I could make a living from it. What jobs would I do? I always say to those people, that actually my dairy is fully booked for the next two months and even if I made no money at all I would still be a photographer because the excitement I get from taking pictures and creating would make me happy forever even if I had nothing.

and thats just it isn’t it

When you are so deeply IN LOVE with what you do, nothing else matters.